Life is good and don't let a couple of lost friends and betrayals tell you otherwise, or unpaid bill, or unemployment or insuffieciency. God sits on a perfect throne were elders and angels sing day and night. The only place where man and beasful creatures agree on the same thing(worshipping God). Do what you can today and God will make it mighty tomorrow. The things you have now are what you need in life, the frustration begins when we think we should get more. Nothing is attractive that which is obtained in manipulation. Run to God for there is safety in Him. It's ok, LET IT GO. Live life and enjoy what you have.